CRY...

when i was called him, since he said "i tot is next day morning edi"...which mean is he done his stuff then straight away go sleep until morning then no even send one msg to me and let me noe tat he sleep first...wat kind of attitude is tis?...treat me as wat?...haiz....when he ask me y so angry?...i just din msg u and i go sleep edi only ma...then i said i no angry...but actually (i am sad)...sad??...tis word how i say out to him?...i feel very weird if i say like tat coz he sure ask me sad wat?...then i sure dunno how to explain edi...then if cannot answer well then argue edi...
i duwan like tis...feel more sad and worry...before tat i just think he mayb busy din msg...then i just wait for him to msg me...but at last din receive any msg from him, and i call him...tat time i was got tat feeling wan to scold him...but i think he sleeping if i suddenly scold like tat will no very gd...so i just forget about it...and i wan to stop the conversation edi, but i like duwan stop like tat....coz i noe if i so fast stop then he oso will oso say ok la, bye bye...then no any msg or call again edi...wuwu...i noe he tired, and i oso understand, and i try to duwan disturb him, coz he told me b4 he will more busy than last term edi, so will less msg....but now is NO MSG....
in the first week like tat edi...the following week will how?...izit really not free then NO MSG ?...even sleep oso cannot send me ONE MSG?....WHY?...i really dun understand edi....feel very sad again...haiz...but i cannot tell anyone about my sadness...
later got sum ppl go to tell him then i sure get to ask question from again...i feel no tat freedom tat i go tell my sadness to my fren...
i really hope will not happen in the following week...i noe will less msg...at least ONE MSG BEFORE SLEEP not a problem wat i think?...
i can tell u?...if me i very very very very tired how i tired...i oso will MSG YOU B4 I SLEEP...and i oso will remember to msg u....
u still remember?...u sent me a msg b4?...there write tat u everynite b4 sleep will think of me and busy too...all tis izit true?...i really dunno...if true u wont forget to msg me b4 u wan to sleep...
WHY?...tell me pls!!!!!