Girl~~

- 你不会知道我那么爱吃醋不是因为不相信你，而是你在我眼中太完美了，我不允许这种完美倒映在别的女人眼中，我的婆婆也不行。

- 你不会知道当我任性地挂掉你的电话时，是多么不忍心和多么希望你马上再打来。

- 你不会知道我为了等那清晨的一吻总是提前十分钟醒来，偷偷看着你熟睡的脸，并在你睁开双眼之前，再假装睡着。

- 别在女人撒娇的时候冷落她，如果你不理会她的撒娇，她可能会认为她在你心里已经不重要了。

- 性关系对女人来说，远远没有男人想的那么重要，所以，不要以为她爱你，就该在你需要的时候，无条件的满足你，那样她只能认为你只在乎性，而不是她。

- 别动不动跟她说：“你懂什么？我的事你别管！”女人也有自尊，即使在她最爱的男人面前，她依然有自尊。

- 别总是独自去外面玩，再大度和自信的女人，都会认为你不喜欢和她一起，是因为厌倦了她。

- 她一定会有异性朋友，甚至会是知心朋友，别担心，女人对爱情和友谊，往往比男人分得清楚。

- 吃醋是女人的专利，如果女人有天不吃你的醋了，那只能是告诉你，她不爱你了；但醋吃多了，女人会伤心的，依然会离开她爱的你。

如果这篇文章能让他看到就好了。。我真希望他明白。。我不是爱发脾气。。。而是在关心他。。而且希望他能稍微多一点关心我的感受咯。。忽冷忽热的。。。我受够了！

我的忍耐力也是有限度的。。不要把我当成用具那样。。要用到的时候就对我好。。没有用到那时就当我是草！

IZIT TRUE??

today he told me tat he is in stress mood now, so hope i treat him gd...dun always angry him...but can i ask him?...when i stress do u treat me like tat as well?....u still the same make me sad and cry...u noe how to say like tat but y u duwan think wat u done b4?...i really dunno wat is ur thinking now...i really very sad about it....yea...i noe tis sem u will very stress but can u oso understand me?...haiz...understand my feeling...pls!!...fine...i duwan talk much on sms is coz i duwan to argue more...and make the problem solve easily...hope tomorrow will be a better day for me...god bless...

CRY...

when i was called him, since he said "i tot is next day morning edi"...which mean is he done his stuff then straight away go sleep until morning then no even send one msg to me and let me noe tat he sleep first...wat kind of attitude is tis?...treat me as wat?...haiz....when he ask me y so angry?...i just din msg u and i go sleep edi only ma...then i said i no angry...but actually (i am sad)...sad??...tis word how i say out to him?...i feel very weird if i say like tat coz he sure ask me sad wat?...then i sure dunno how to explain edi...then if cannot answer well then argue edi...
i duwan like tis...feel more sad and worry...before tat i just think he mayb busy din msg...then i just wait for him to msg me...but at last din receive any msg from him, and i call him...tat time i was got tat feeling wan to scold him...but i think he sleeping if i suddenly scold like tat will no very gd...so i just forget about it...and i wan to stop the conversation edi, but i like duwan stop like tat....coz i noe if i so fast stop then he oso will oso say ok la, bye bye...then no any msg or call again edi...wuwu...i noe he tired, and i oso understand, and i try to duwan disturb him, coz he told me b4 he will more busy than last term edi, so will less msg....but now is NO MSG....
in the first week like tat edi...the following week will how?...izit really not free then NO MSG ?...even sleep oso cannot send me ONE MSG?....WHY?...i really dun understand edi....feel very sad again...haiz...but i cannot tell anyone about my sadness...
later got sum ppl go to tell him then i sure get to ask question from again...i feel no tat freedom tat i go tell my sadness to my fren...
i really hope will not happen in the following week...i noe will less msg...at least ONE MSG BEFORE SLEEP not a problem wat i think?...
i can tell u?...if me i very very very very tired how i tired...i oso will MSG YOU B4 I SLEEP...and i oso will remember to msg u....
u still remember?...u sent me a msg b4?...there write tat u everynite b4 sleep will think of me and busy too...all tis izit true?...i really dunno...if true u wont forget to msg me b4 u wan to sleep...
WHY?...tell me pls!!!!!

Selfish me...

i am so selfish until din giv him time to concentare study and let him relax...just will keep complain tis and tat....make him more stress...but i oso got my reason to do tis....i always force him do sumthing tat he not able to do for me...if he din follow wat i said i will unhappy and angry him...just coz of tis he duwan to reject me and follow wat i said ...sumtime i really din think of him tat he will very tired and stress if he dun hav freedom to do his thing...is my bad...and i can feel tat he just coz of tis and go find his fren and duwan to find me...it is gd oso...face me then stress again...better face fren, for me i will do tis oso...i understand him....

sumtime coz of my study very stress and cry edi, but i din let him noe tat i cry...coz feel tat if i tell him he will keep asking me question and ask me dun cry, and oso make his mood not very gd just coz of me cry...and oso duwan let him noe tat i am a small gal always gal...act another face when wit him...i oso got my stress, of course he will too...

just coz of he always busy so i cannot find him when i nid him, and just can relax myself and find fren to chat...and i din blame of tis...just hope we can got more time wit each other and happy...

after his fren told me all about him, then i only he more stress and busy than and he actually oso wan more time wit me...but b4 i always complain to him...and scold him...i feel i very bad...i really not a gd gf as always understand him and care of him, let him rest more...

wat i done?...only make him more stress and dissapointed...

sry dear....now i only noe ur "ku zhong"....

College Life...

haiz...since i study at college i feel everyday oso very stressful and busy until no time to rest and enjoy...y?...and like everyday oso exam like tat...keep study and study just coz of exam...beside tat, still got alot of hw to do and oso assignment ...i feel very tired to face all tis...summore i study accounting course it is more stressful than other course...coz got a lot of clever students enter tis course...make me feel no confident to make it best in my exam....OMG...haiz...
just coz of tis, every nite i cannot sleep well and keep dream when sleep at nite...or cannot sleep until midnite...i duwan tis come to me...i wan my life like secondary skol and enjoy the skol life...but now how i oso cannot bak to secondary skol edi...very miss my secondary skol life, coz all the teacher trying to help us and explain to us...but now...all leaturer talk so fast and the tutor teach like no teach...haiz...how i go for exam?...hate my college life...
when i think of tis i feel sad and wan to cry...but i noe just sit there and cry is no point to success but i really cannot control my feeling edi...i really very sad now....and very stress oso...
when i stay at hostel i feel very lonely coz no fren can chat...i got roommate but like nth can chat...i miss my hs...i dun like to stay at hostel coz feel stress when study and unhappy...
tomorrow got ME exam again...nid to do revision again...very stress...how?...who can help me?...
i feel very busy after i study at college and no time to go out wit fren or go play...i duwan...i wan relax myself...i miss secondary skol life, coz can everyday go bak home and relax...time is past then is past cannot return bak...
i hope tomorrow i can ok abit coz finish exam edi...i really miss my secondary skol teacher and tuition teacher too...especially PN NG, PN LEE, ENCIK KAMBING, MISS KAREN....i miss u all a lot...and all my secondary skol frens...miss u all too....wuwu...

Sad again...

since i came back from ns, we seldom argue edi and oso nth happen between us...but yesterday got sumthing happen again edi, i feel so sad tis feeling come to me again...coz i duwan be like tat, i feel very stress...and dunno wat can i do...but nvm la, may be sumthing new come and i nid to learn again....haiz....izit i very kacau when sms and ask sumthing to u?...tat time was late edi, so i nid to ask whether u come bak late?...just ask like tis only, but u reply me like very angry like tat...but it is nvm la, i tot i think too much so only will think like tat, but actually not...is ur problem come edi, is u really angry about me msg u, not me think too much...so i ask u izit i disturb u then u said no...nvm la...then i din think so much edi, and i try to say other thing to forget it but u still use tat way to reply me...i feel got abit angry edi and oso sad...think tat y u treat me like tat?...i done anything wrong?...i really dun understand...i noe u very tired, but u no nid to use tis and angry me wat?...i feel so hurt...i just msg u and wan to get ur warm, but u suddenly like tat...omg...like a stone inside my heart...haiz...
i hope u will change tis attitude abit...but i noe i oso got my bad attitude, i try to change it...i just wan to tell u , i really very miss u and sumtime nid ur warm but i cannot get it...but of course i will be stronger oso la...just hope tat u dun treat me like tat again...i am very hurt...
tat is all wat i wan to tell u...tats all...if u said i msg u feel disturb then now i really dunno how to msg u edi...wan msg but scare disturb u...erm...if u read tis edi pls tell me tat i hav read tis blog...

^NS LIFE^

i am back...

finally i come bak from sabah edi...hehe...but i early bak for continue study la...if not nid to stay until 7/6/08...haha...but quite fun at there oso, coz can noe sumthing new at there and can noe more type of frens...learn how to communicate wit other edi...hehe...sum attitide is gd but sum very bad, until hurt me oso got...feel so sad...but i noe how to communicate wit them although is bad...gd rite?...is like tat one if alone go away from hometown...nid to learn many things tat we dunno b4...it is gd for us...hehe...

b4 tat when i noe i kena ns, i feel afraid to go and keep thinking bad thing, and cry oso...so stupid...lol...then after my dear keep explain to me, it is gd for me to go and learn new thing and noe more frens oso...i still will keep thinking tat i duwan to go, feel sad summore...haha...after he keep explain to me about 3 or 4 times edi i only understand edi, and accept i nid go and learn...and feel happy wan to go edi, although will feel miss when go there but i noe i can take care myself when i at there....wont let anyone worry about me...hehe....i still remember sumtime when dear explain to me tat time feel got abit angry edi, coz i always like tat, no tat stronger to face it....until like wan to scold me edi, but how he oso for my own good....love me only do tat to me...i understand it...^^

when i at there tat first week i feel very lonely coz no one is beside me edi, nid to be more stronger to face it, wat oso nid to done myself, i still remember the second day i call my mum and dear...told them tat how was there...when i heard their voice my tears is coming out edi, and wan to cry edi, really cannot tahan coz too miss them edi...but at last i din cry, just talk wit them and try to dun let them i am crying...coz i duwan they worry about me, i am fine there...when i told dear tat i will very suffer at there, then he told me is like tat one, must learn from now, dun wat oso say hard, u can do it...thank for him support me although he was worry about me and miss me too...i love u dear...muacksss

finally i wan to come here edi...but now tat feeling just like b4 when i came tat time miss my family, but now is miss my frens there...i miss them alot...when i go bak tat time all my frens giv me a hug and wish, feel so touch and cry edi...one of my fren call QIAN she is the fren tat quite close wit me, and like my jie jie like tat, always take care of me and frens...when i go bak tat time she giv me a big big hug tat i din get from any frens b4...i really miss u so much QIAN...hope can meet u one day again...i noe u stay so far from my place...but i noe got day god sure will let us meet each other again...hehe...trust god ya...i really miss u so much...

ALL MY NS FRENS KEEP IN TOUCH YA....FRIENDSHIP FOREVER^^

Drive Drive Drive.....

today finally i dare to drive out myself edi le....b4 i keep ask my mum to acc me and i fetch her out together wan, but she duwan and say very tired wan to rest....
then i ask my dad lo, he oso say same thing to me...nvm la...i go ask my cousin but she say duwan go, scare will vomit coz i drive...zha dao=.=....haha...
so i duwan ask them again le...i drive out myself, is a new start for me...hehe...
finally i drive our from hs lu....i din feel scare or wat when driving, and the feeling very normal, just drive without thinking other thing...hehe...and first time drive no ppl hon me, feel so happy....
oh ya, i got think sumthing...haha...i keep thinking wan fetch dear out or not....hahahaha...but finally din go fetch him, coz tat time he like not free, so i think next time only fetch him la la....hehe....
after "long" 2 round then go bak home le....wow, i finally can drive out myself edi le...hehe...

First Time....

got one day at nite dear call me told me tat he going out wit friends to play basketball....then i heard edi oso feel wan to follow, but tat time was 10.30 pm edi le...keep worry dunno my mum let or not, then i ask dear izit very late only reach home?...he answer me say mayb will be late reach home,and oso not sure wat time yet...then i say i dun dare to ask oh, but feel wan to go, then he say better dun ask la, scare later u get scold, then i stop awhile thinking wan to go or not....?then i ask dear got who lo,he told me got who edi and said car no enuf place to sit, told me next time la... then i said ok la, duwan go la....
after hang off hp then i fast fast msg him told him i wan to go, then he call me bak...tat time i was got abit unhappy coz he told me tat no enuf place sit edi, then i din answer his hp, and keep thinking answer edi wan to said wat?...he oso said no enuf place sit edi, say wan go oso no use la...
then he call me again, finally i answer edi le, he ask me izit wan to go..?...i said erm, ya, but dunno my mum dun let or not, i say i try to ask la....
after i ask my mum u noe wat happen?....my mum let me go and told me dun so late bak....hehe
i was so happy and fast fast call bak dear told him, then he came and fetch me....
i first time can follow dear go play basketball and yum cha, really happy....
b4 tat they plan wan to go fren hs play card after yum cha, but finally din go le, so i 12.30 am reach home edi....hehe

Our Genting Trip^^

13/2/07-14/2/07...^^

13/2/07 we went to genting and celebrate valentine day....b4 tat day huei came my hs overnite, coz she stay at balakong will very hard to come out early morning, so she stay at my hs....
at the morning my dad fetch me , huei and dear go khucai lama to meet huei friends then we only together take cab go to genting....
wow, b4 13/2/07 tat nite i think we sleep at 1 sumthing or 2 am like tat...then wake up at 5 am , it was so tired, but din feel tat tired coz very happy finally can go genting edi...haha...we get ready until 6 am like tat then go fetch dear le, tat time was so happy finally can see dear edi, coz really long time din see him le...

b4 we plan to 7 am can go edi wan, but finally we wait them until 7 sumthing and finish their breakfast only go, tat time was 8 am edi, but is ok la....hehe....

yeah...finally we reach genting edi le, then dear go ask for the hotel when can check in, they say 1 sumthing like tat only can check in ...so we go keep our bags at lobby there first then go for theampark edi...hehe....

after buy tickets we go play "pong pong" car...it was so nice, coz we can keep playing coz no ppl line up at outside there....hehe....then we go play other game, keep playing, and go for lunch...after tat we go check in, and rest first....

but i think haven 1 hour, chan fai them go to huei room and play cards edi, then we go join lo...quite fun when they play cards, do many funny action and keep laughing....hahahahaha....

after tat they go bak their room and get ready to go out le....

at everning we go sing k, but the time was 6 pm...still got half hours like tat, so they plan to go play snooker then only go ktv...

after ktv they da gei cheong play game and get ticket to exchange a bear for huei....hehe...so me and dear just keep see them play and follow them walk here walk there....

finally dear feel boring le, and plan to go out walk walk and blow wind....

wah...outside really very cold and nice oh...we go out there take pht then find a place sit to keng gai...tat time i was wearing dear de jacket still feel cold...hehe...after tat we go to da gei cheong find huei them and go for movie edi...

haha...when i was inside cinema tat time very sleepy wan keep wan close my eyes but i keep tahan until the movie finish....then me and dear go bak hotel edi lu...

finally 14/2/07 reach edi lu, dear giv me a present tat is necklace, in pink colour...i like it so much...keke...at the same time i oso got giv dear a present, it is a cow and inside i sew a word HUG JIM and sum LOVE shape....i sew tis for many days edi...hehe...

at midnite 3 sumthing like tat , me and dear go out for walk walk awhile and go aet mcdonald...hehe...then go bak to hotel sleep le....really tired....

10 am we wake up and bath to get ready check out le...but they plan to go for bowling then only go bak...wuwu T.T...i dunno how to play bowling so i get very low marks only...but nvm la, at least i got go try it...hehe...dear always told tat u must try only noe u can or not, and must got confident...hehe....

finally we take cable car and bus go bak lu....we 5 pm sumthing reach home and take a nap...really tired....

at nite i went to p.mlm wit ming and jess, then i call dear to come out oso, i wan him accompany me for awhile, coz tat day is valentine day...hehe...b4 dear say mayb cannot came out wan, but finally he oso came out edi le....hehe....

tis 2 days i really very happy coz got dear beside me, and celebrate valentine day wit me...^^

bao bei...i love u forever...muacksss^^

BORING.....

BORING LIFE

• NO SHOPPING
• NO STUDY
• NO WORKING
• NO CHATTING
• NO SMS

JUST NOE SLEEP AND EAT

*~ONLY U~*

tis cake cute or not?...

Is me sew for dear wan, i think i just use two days time to done it...

It was so happy after done it can giv him and oso giv him a suprise....

Tat time he came my hs to take it...hehe

At the same time, he oso giv me a book...

Tat is a keep fit book, b4 i said wan buy it, so finally he buy for me...

So gd, b4 he lie me say out of stock edi, left a old wan, so din buy..

So i tot he really din buy for me, tat time really got abit dissapointed....

Then i plan to buy for myself next time when i go there...

But finally he buy for me edi, it was so suprise....haha...

Thank you dear so much...muacksss....