Selfish me...

i am so selfish until din giv him time to concentare study and let him relax...just will keep complain tis and tat....make him more stress...but i oso got my reason to do tis....i always force him do sumthing tat he not able to do for me...if he din follow wat i said i will unhappy and angry him...just coz of tis he duwan to reject me and follow wat i said ...sumtime i really din think of him tat he will very tired and stress if he dun hav freedom to do his thing...is my bad...and i can feel tat he just coz of tis and go find his fren and duwan to find me...it is gd oso...face me then stress again...better face fren, for me i will do tis oso...i understand him....

sumtime coz of my study very stress and cry edi, but i din let him noe tat i cry...coz feel tat if i tell him he will keep asking me question and ask me dun cry, and oso make his mood not very gd just coz of me cry...and oso duwan let him noe tat i am a small gal always gal...act another face when wit him...i oso got my stress, of course he will too...

just coz of he always busy so i cannot find him when i nid him, and just can relax myself and find fren to chat...and i din blame of tis...just hope we can got more time wit each other and happy...

after his fren told me all about him, then i only he more stress and busy than and he actually oso wan more time wit me...but b4 i always complain to him...and scold him...i feel i very bad...i really not a gd gf as always understand him and care of him, let him rest more...

wat i done?...only make him more stress and dissapointed...

sry dear....now i only noe ur "ku zhong"....