Saturday, May 24, 2008

^NS LIFE^






















i am back...

finally i come bak from sabah edi...hehe...but i early bak for continue study la...if not nid to stay until 7/6/08...haha...but quite fun at there oso, coz can noe sumthing new at there and can noe more type of frens...learn how to communicate wit other edi...hehe...sum attitide is gd but sum very bad, until hurt me oso got...feel so sad...but i noe how to communicate wit them although is bad...gd rite?...is like tat one if alone go away from hometown...nid to learn many things tat we dunno b4...it is gd for us...hehe...

b4 tat when i noe i kena ns, i feel afraid to go and keep thinking bad thing, and cry oso...so stupid...lol...then after my dear keep explain to me, it is gd for me to go and learn new thing and noe more frens oso...i still will keep thinking tat i duwan to go, feel sad summore...haha...after he keep explain to me about 3 or 4 times edi i only understand edi, and accept i nid go and learn...and feel happy wan to go edi, although will feel miss when go there but i noe i can take care myself when i at there....wont let anyone worry about me...hehe....i still remember sumtime when dear explain to me tat time feel got abit angry edi, coz i always like tat, no tat stronger to face it....until like wan to scold me edi, but how he oso for my own good....love me only do tat to me...i understand it...^^

when i at there tat first week i feel very lonely coz no one is beside me edi, nid to be more stronger to face it, wat oso nid to done myself, i still remember the second day i call my mum and dear...told them tat how was there...when i heard their voice my tears is coming out edi, and wan to cry edi, really cannot tahan coz too miss them edi...but at last i din cry, just talk wit them and try to dun let them i am crying...coz i duwan they worry about me, i am fine there...when i told dear tat i will very suffer at there, then he told me is like tat one, must learn from now, dun wat oso say hard, u can do it...thank for him support me although he was worry about me and miss me too...i love u dear...muacksss

finally i wan to come here edi...but now tat feeling just like b4 when i came tat time miss my family, but now is miss my frens there...i miss them alot...when i go bak tat time all my frens giv me a hug and wish, feel so touch and cry edi...one of my fren call QIAN she is the fren tat quite close wit me, and like my jie jie like tat, always take care of me and frens...when i go bak tat time she giv me a big big hug tat i din get from any frens b4...i really miss u so much QIAN...hope can meet u one day again...i noe u stay so far from my place...but i noe got day god sure will let us meet each other again...hehe...trust god ya...i really miss u so much...

ALL MY NS FRENS KEEP IN TOUCH YA....FRIENDSHIP FOREVER^^