Sunday, June 8, 2008

Sad again...

since i came back from ns, we seldom argue edi and oso nth happen between us...but yesterday got sumthing happen again edi, i feel so sad tis feeling come to me again...coz i duwan be like tat, i feel very stress...and dunno wat can i do...but nvm la, may be sumthing new come and i nid to learn again....haiz....izit i very kacau when sms and ask sumthing to u?...tat time was late edi, so i nid to ask whether u come bak late?...just ask like tis only, but u reply me like very angry like tat...but it is nvm la, i tot i think too much so only will think like tat, but actually not...is ur problem come edi, is u really angry about me msg u, not me think too much...so i ask u izit i disturb u then u said no...nvm la...then i din think so much edi, and i try to say other thing to forget it but u still use tat way to reply me...i feel got abit angry edi and oso sad...think tat y u treat me like tat?...i done anything wrong?...i really dun understand...i noe u very tired, but u no nid to use tis and angry me wat?...i feel so hurt...i just msg u and wan to get ur warm, but u suddenly like tat...omg...like a stone inside my heart...haiz...
i hope u will change tis attitude abit...but i noe i oso got my bad attitude, i try to change it...i just wan to tell u , i really very miss u and sumtime nid ur warm but i cannot get it...but of course i will be stronger oso la...just hope tat u dun treat me like tat again...i am very hurt...
tat is all wat i wan to tell u...tats all...if u said i msg u feel disturb then now i really dunno how to msg u edi...wan msg but scare disturb u...erm...if u read tis edi pls tell me tat i hav read tis blog...