College Life...

haiz...since i study at college i feel everyday oso very stressful and busy until no time to rest and enjoy...y?...and like everyday oso exam like tat...keep study and study just coz of exam...beside tat, still got alot of hw to do and oso assignment ...i feel very tired to face all tis...summore i study accounting course it is more stressful than other course...coz got a lot of clever students enter tis course...make me feel no confident to make it best in my exam....OMG...haiz...
just coz of tis, every nite i cannot sleep well and keep dream when sleep at nite...or cannot sleep until midnite...i duwan tis come to me...i wan my life like secondary skol and enjoy the skol life...but now how i oso cannot bak to secondary skol edi...very miss my secondary skol life, coz all the teacher trying to help us and explain to us...but now...all leaturer talk so fast and the tutor teach like no teach...haiz...how i go for exam?...hate my college life...
when i think of tis i feel sad and wan to cry...but i noe just sit there and cry is no point to success but i really cannot control my feeling edi...i really very sad now....and very stress oso...
when i stay at hostel i feel very lonely coz no fren can chat...i got roommate but like nth can chat...i miss my hs...i dun like to stay at hostel coz feel stress when study and unhappy...
tomorrow got ME exam again...nid to do revision again...very stress...how?...who can help me?...
i feel very busy after i study at college and no time to go out wit fren or go play...i duwan...i wan relax myself...i miss secondary skol life, coz can everyday go bak home and relax...time is past then is past cannot return bak...
i hope tomorrow i can ok abit coz finish exam edi...i really miss my secondary skol teacher and tuition teacher too...especially PN NG, PN LEE, ENCIK KAMBING, MISS KAREN....i miss u all a lot...and all my secondary skol frens...miss u all too....wuwu...