Thursday, May 21, 2009

Sometime Be A Girlfriend Is Difficult...

Now i writing this is not want to complain or anything, i just want to write out my feeling, and it is very normal thing. Sometime when he did not "work" (training) and i can go out so ask him to go out, but he say very tired and did not feel want to go out...because i cannot go out whenever i want , i have to ask my mum before i go out, so sometime my mum would not let me go out one, but when i say i can out then he do not want to go out...ok this is normal, because i had angry him before and argue also...
But since that day i went out with him, then inside car he told me actually he did not feel want to go out today, then i ask u want to do what?...he say go gym lo, i say we long time did not meet already, he say got msn ma...then he say he long time did not go gym already, so i ask why you do not want to say we long time did not meet already and go out wit me, then he quiet and smile, i also do not want to say much , later argue again, i just forget about it and go enjoy on that day...
I long time did not think so much already, but few days ago start again, just a little bit la, not that serious...haha...i think is it he really like to workout until girlfriend also can put it aside? i not say i do not want he go for gym and i know is his hobby but i really feel he can go gym until do not want to go out wit his girlfriend.
That day after eat at sunway then go for shopping, then he face look like very tired and want to go back already, before i thought can shop with him 2 or 3 hours like that, but 1 hour also haven reach then he say want to go back already, then i say already he accompany me awhile then i also not that mood want to shop already then go back le...very boring go out with him like that.
So today he work at 2 pm, and i was at my cousin, actaully i can go and find for breakfast one, but i think if i call him he sure say he go gym again, so finally i decide do not want to find him already. just go back home. sad...
And don't know is together long already sometime will get boring when find him, although long time no see, and i scare if really can together until very long , like 10 years later will how?...haiz...actually is not a problem but i don't know why sometime very boring...

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